My parents took Olivia today and John's at work. This means that for the first time since she was born, I'm completely alone at the house. I needed them to take her so I could finish homework I have leftover from a class I was taking in the summer. The class ended July 4 and my due date was July 6. What could go wrong, right?! Anyway, she was born two weeks early and I'm WAY behind in finishing the work. I feel so bad for my professor because she's been so kind about everything and I feel like I'm totally taking advantage of that and I don't MEAN too! Anyway, I got everything done today that I possibly can and am just waiting to hear back from her about some articles I need to read. I'm still further along than John (who was taking the class with me). What the heck was I thinking taking a graduate level history class when I was 9 months preggo?! And what the heck were John and my mom thinking letting me do it?! I mean...I was pregnant, obviously not in my right mind. What's their excuse?
Anyway, I kind of thought I'd enjoy being by myself, but I just miss the baby. My mom said she'd bring her home in about an hour and I was like "Just go ahead and bring her." The house is all quiet and lonely without her. I can't imagine what it'll feel like when she moves out when she's 18! No wonder people have "empty-nest syndrome". Especially SAH mom's. They prolly feel like they're going nuts! Sometimes when I'm with her, I daydream about the days when I was just completely by myself and could do whatever the heck I wanted. Now I just want my baby back! I miss her!
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